January 9th, 1951
PS. Write soon again
My darling Maj,
Thank you so very much for your long nice letter, I was so very glad to hear from you. You need not be sorry for your cards, I was very glad to have them, and always understand it. I’ve just got half an hour so I don’t think this will be very nice long for I’ve got to be at the kindergarten again at half past one. You wrote so nice, I must admit I nearly cried, I do miss you so very much I do wish I was back, like Gunnel it must be nice for her to be there again. How is she and Carlos getting on, I suppose Gunnel is staying at his flat. I was very surprised over Jeny and his cousin, Tony of all people, how did he managed that, or was it his cousin who wanted? I went to the pictures last night with my friend Karen, and saw a danish film not up to much, but there was sun lovely pictures from round the country. About what you wrote about Ruth and kissing her, I better tell you honest by that I was rather sorry about it, I know you didn’t mean anything with it, but I though you could be faithfull and felt rather disapointed. Darling don’t be sorry now, it will be ever when I have been thinking about it for some time, and I won’t mind as long as I know it’s me you want I suppose I have started being rather jalaus now, but I just have to fight as you do, and Darling, don’t keep on writing about me having another boyfriend, I don’t feel like it and are very happy with just the thought of you, and I only want you with anything, I haven’t felt like being kissed by someone else, and iscaped ewar (?) New Years eve. If you want to have another girl, just do, and don’t think of hurting me and if so, I’d rather know about it, oh darling I do love you so much, at the moment I feel absolutely lost and wish more than ever you were here to talk to me and help me, I just can’t help it but, everytime I write to you I wish I could go instead of the letter and see you and cry out at your shoulder, please come as soon as you can to be near me, but I suppose it is just good for us and let teatch me how much I need you anytime, anywhere, never mind I have to fight for you and have to talk it over I think many time with my parent, I will so we can be together for ever after that, will I suppose I start being dramatic now so I better come down again, but I do mean it. By the way at had, French yesterday and was told I had a was very good, so I blushed deeply. Well I’ll have to get of now, we are bathing all 23 children to-day, you can’t imagine how dirty they are and there underclothes, those sort of people ought not to have children and they kept them so badly. Love to Carlos and Gunnel and every body else, are the Spanish people back To you all my love hugs and kisses
From yours forever
July 11th, 1951
Thank you very much for your letter which I got to-day, it was wonderfull to hear from you, I am awfully sorry that you didn’t get my adress before. Well it seems that you have had a good time in Cambridge, but I cant tell you how glad I am that the experience turned out like that. At the beginning I didn’t like the thought at all, but now I have forgiven you because I can see that it was best for both of us that you did it. I haven’t had a chance but I am quite sure that I’ll be faithfull to you, but if there were ever should be something I’ll write to you streat a-way. Mette sends her love to you. she said she preferred the tennis ball, so I was right that time and otherwise they liked everything very much. I have told them as much about you as I think, but they think now, that it is just something that will go over soon, you know what I mean by that. I’ve told them too that it is possible that you and Dhrien are coming to Denmark and they said that they would like to see what friends I had so that should be all right. I told them about Gunnel too and Else said at once that it would be nice if I could go to Sweden to see her, but I don’t know if it was just something she said, but anyway if I am going I’ll go by myself for safety sake, you understand that Haime and I an going to meet when she is coming home, so we can talk about your trip. I’ll try to get some information for you when I come home.
Though we have had reign every day I am having a wonderful time in camp. I have been awfully wet and cold but I have met quite a lot of my friends and we are having a wonderful time gossiping and grinning as I think you well can imagine. Every evening when we have finished the cook and camp fire we all sit in one of the tents and talk and smoke and don’t get to bed until about 11 o’clock and we ought to be at 10, but we are living in a sort of little camp by ourself and can do what we want. Though we are rather busy and have a lot of heavy things to carry and so on, we have quite a lot of time off and can get round and see all of the rest of the camp. I am sorry that I cant write like you do, when you write I feel that you realy love me, but I think I am just made that way, but I do love you very much, and I hope you know it, by now. I miss you awfully and like you I think of you every night before I go to sleep, I wish more than ever now that I have heard from you that you were here, but unfortunately it can’t be different.
Well, I think I’d better go into my sleeping bag now, I am frozen stiff, because it has jest been reining and my clothes are all wet. Next time you must write to Hersens, because we are going home from camp the day after tomorrow.
Well, I hope to hear from you very soon and until then lots of love and kisses from yours Lotte.
P.S. I hope my english is nearly perfect.
Now good-night and sweet dreams. I wish we both were in Cambridge, so I could come and see you, but we will have a nice time next year.
I think now that I love you very much, what do you think.
July 17th, 1951
My dear Maj,
Thank you very much for your letter, which I got to-day. To begin with I am sorry that I write in pencil and on this paper but I just couldn’t find anything else, and I am sitting in bed, I am to lazy to go downstairs to get some proper paper. Mette and Niller are doing gymnastic to get slim, but I just can’t face it before going to sleep. We have all, exept my father, started on a slimming diet, so I suppose you won’t be able to recognise me, unless I can’t keep it as long as all that. It was wonderfull to get your letter this morning I didn’t expect it till tomorrow, so it nice and many thanks for all the photos, I am awfully sorry I forgot about it in last letter, I think they are very nice, all of them. Do you have all of them too.
I’m afraid you misunderstood me in last letter about that you thought I’d only loved you when I got your letter, I do it all the time, but special when I get you letters, is that clear to you, I do think it was a good thing that we parted, I’m now nearly sure of myself. Don’t be afraid of the “nearly”, you have had your experiment, but I haven’t yet, but I suppose I will, and I’ll let you know it once I think when you read my letter you might get the wrong meaning or try to see and read between the lines (you know what I mean by that) I do that myself, so that’s why I think you do. You see I have to take care when I read your letter not to imagine things, don’t think how its your fault, it isn’t that at all, it is all to-gether my own, but there we are. It is much esyar when we can talk about things. I miss you there too. Of course I have my sister, but it isn’t the same and it seems that there are things I can talk to with you about I can’t with her.
Oh about you Denmark trip. Dhiva is comming too. I think that will be the best. I don’t want my parents to be suspicious and think anything, and I think it will be the best if your not comming along. They have seen the pictures and my two and might already talk together about it I don’t know but I have told small sisters are already teasing my like anything, but I don’t care I do want you to come I have heard that it is easy to hich-hike here in Denmark, but of course I can’t garante anything I’m so sorry you bike is stolen how did that happen, cant you get it at all, or don’t you get any money for it. They just play Autumn Leaves in the wireless, I feel awful because that makes me think of the wonderful time we had in Cambridge. Don’t think your the only one who there about the possibility about you comming long to kiss good-night, if you know how I feel about it, but I only want to be kissed by you. I cant very well imagine that anyone should ask if you were sexless, I havn’t found that, I think you are doing pretty well that way, but perhaps I’m helping, aren’t I modest.
By the way I have started drivin now I have had two lessons and are doing well. Should think with a bit of luck I should be able to get my licence soon, don’t you. I know you don’t think that yesterday I went to the pictures twice. It was first time without you, since I left England, it was awful not to have you there.
Well I’d better stop now as the others want the light out to sleep. I am not at all bored by you long letters. I am very glad for them especial when I know how you are about letters. Don’t you think I’m good too.
Now I hope to hear from you very soon and until then all my love and kisses it’s no good writing about kisses. I’d much rather have a proper one, but that not very easy is it. Write sweet dreams and again
PS. I hope I haven’t forgotten anything this time, but anyway I’ll write as soon as I hear from you.
July 22nd, 1951
My dear Maj,
Many thanks for your last letter, It was nice to hear so soon from you. You still seems to misunderstand me, though I don’t understand how. If you haven’t can selt you Denmark try don’t do it. I want you to come very much, and it doesn’t matter wheater you are alone or what, just you come, I miss you awfully and have be looking very much for want to see you here, so please try. I don’t want you to be angry with me, I think you are, or perhaps just annoyed.
I hope you will have a nice time in France, buy way it will be better than Luvestaft(?), it sounds as if you didn’t liked to be there very much. By the way, I be going to see my mother next Saturday, I don’t know if there will be time for you to write to here Hersens, because I don’t know what time you will get my letter, but otherwise my adress will be:
“BLOKHUSET.” NY STRANDUEJ II. ESPERGAERDE DENMARK.
My slimming is going fine and so is Mettes. I have been rather busy these last few days as there have been a something in the ton, you know to collecht money for children without parents and I been helping with that, today there were a big dance on the main street but it wasn’t much fun. I have meet two of my former boy-friends, but I wasn’t very interested, I prefer you for more, and just could not be unfaithfull so you see you wasn’t right when you said you didn’t thought I could, I had the chance, but refused. I hope you belive me.
I had a letter from Mrs Cronhie (?) the other day, you know my friend from Oefird, she did get the job and are now staying there for a year, that will be very nice to have her there. I suppose you are in Cambridge just now, I wish I was there too.
Well I’ll have to run now as I’m going to pich chenis for Helse to bottle, I do hope you aren’t angry, any way let me hear from you soon, I want to know why you were like than in your letter. Regards to Lanis and take care of your self.
Much love and kisses from your Latte.
P.S. I’m sorry if I have done something wrong, I love you very much, and can’t bear the thought of you being angry, please write to me as soon as you can.
August 24th, 1951
My dear Maj,
Thank you very much for your long letter, I very sorry I have not written long ago, but there have been an awfull lot to do. My parents are going to morrow, and we have been helping them. I have starting my lessons in Latin and thats quite a lot of time too. Well I suppose you are waiting for my answer of your letter? First of all I have to tell you that I have not been quite faithful either. I’ve been to several partys, with some of my friends and some from the danish navy, and you know how it is at parties. I do hope you don’t mind, I have not been doing anything else but kissing them, and my feelings for you hasn’t changed. I forgive you of course. I know how it was and I hope you forgive me too.
I’m looking very much forward to see you again. I don’t no yet how and when, I have not yet made up my mind, and it depends on Else too, but she has said that she wanted to see meet my friends, so now I’ll see how to it can be arranged, but I would very much like to see you first when she is not there otherwise she might find out something, she has a very fine nose for those sort of things, and I wouldn’t like to meet you with too many around.
I’m sorry that I seemed cold in my last letter, it wasn’t the meaning, but I told you already the first time I wrote that I can’t write warm, so you understand it does not mean any changing at all. To-morrow I and three of my friends are going on a week-end to a little place near Hasens, one of my friends father has a summer house there and I have borrowed one of the cars so we are going to have some wonderfull days there I hope, by the way its all girls, I suddenly realize you might misunderstand. Oh, it will be so nice to see you and such a lot of thing to talk about, I know I’m no good at writing.
Well, I’d better stay now as I’m going to bed. I hope to hear soon from you, and that you are not angry with me for telling you about these things.
It will be nice to see you again. Do you think we will be able to work together, anyway you’ll have to help me, because if I don’t get the exam at Christmas I’m going home for good, and I don’t want that.
Lots of love and kisses for you Latte.
P.S. I don’t like you have something for me, I always feel very embarrassed when you give me something.
September 12th, 1951
My dear Maj,
Whatever is the matter with you, since I have not heard from you so long, and you have not answered my letters. I do hope nothing is wrong with you or that you are angry with me. Now there is only about 10 days till I’ll go back to England, I am looking very much forward to see you again. My father and Else are coming back from Spain the day after tomorrow and I’m awfully busy tidying up so everything will look all right when they come.
Do please write soon to me I’m quite worried about you and don’t understand why I have not heard anything.
Lots of love and kisses
December 18th, 1951
Kromprins Frederik 18th Dec. 1951.
My dearest Darling,
Well, I’m on my way now. It was awfull to say good-by to you at the station, I am sorry I seemed rather silly, I wanted to say so much to you and tell you how much I love you, but I just couldn’t. I had to control myself otherwise I think the train would have sailed to Harwick. Now I am silly again, but I do miss you so much already, I wish I was coming back soon, or better I wish I was going to sleep with you again to-night. One day we will not part, I hope. Gunnel and Carlos was so nice too, will you give them my love. I have now meet three friends and I had two of them one sharing a room, so that is very nice. I met the “first boyfriend” too, but I just said hello and went on. We had a very nice lunch and went round the ship for a walk, and are now going to the bar for a drink before dinner. Oh I wish you were here. The sea is very calm, and I don’t think I’ll be sick but in any case I’m going early to bed. I wonder what you are doing now, and are you all going out tonight? Darling I don’t think it was you meaning to give me your scarf, I’m sorry about it I am sure you’ll miss it in Switzerland you must come and see me at Easter, I don’t know how I’m going to do with you. Theater in London was very nice, I like our small sugarmoon very much I felt just like married to you and having you there all the time. It will not be very nice to wake up to-morrow morning and no you there to say hello to, and nobody to tease me. I think my thought (?) up and down, I just can’t think streat now. How is your family, I do hope they don’t think I am too awful, and that they will like it when we are going to tell them everything. Darling Maj this is not going to be a long letter, I can’t write any more at the moment so you must excuse me, but I will write to you very soon again, will you give me your adresse in Switzerland.
And to you all my love, and all nice things you can think of and kisses and hugs your,